The truth?
I hate it. I am sitting here sobbing as I just feel so rubbish. I am exhausted. I ache from head to toe. I seem to have no control over my emotions (some would say that is no change) and I live in constant fear of getting a temperature, signifying an infection meaning hospital or neutropenia (meaning my body is not producing white cells and can be life threatening).
And I still have to get through the rest of this session and two more.
I want my Mum to come back up from Devon so she can sit on the sofa to keep me company while I sleep/moan/cry.
And I want someone to discover a full on vaccination against this sodding disease so that NO-ONE has to go through this ever again.
Don't pity me. I am just really really fed up.
I am sure that I will feel better in a couple of days and post a better blog xx
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